Friday, 28 August 2015

A Midsummer Night

We lie awake together
Drifting in our own daydreams
Holding hands with twisted legs

intertwined. There are no words
between us. No whispers of feelings
No sweet nothings said.

We spent so many nights like this,
in silence. In our own thoughts.
Remembering the night we fell in love.

We left the city in the twilight,
It rained. The forest seemed
full of magic then.

Drunkenly exchanging harsh words,
Seductive reasoning and lovers.
I sometimes wonder, is our love

stitched together by magic?
By the dizziness of the forest
The summer heat and midnight’s promise.

Would the nights be different
If we’d exchanged our
lovers for the other’s. I dream

of her lover’s curled hair and
the gap in his teeth.
I stroke my lover’s fingers.


I wonder if he ever dreams of her.

Bad News

With dry throat and
                raspy breath
I take your hand
feel your pulse beneath
my fingertips
Or perhaps
perhaps it’s mine
beating in my ear
and stinging
my eyes, red rimmed
and forlorn
you smile
although you know
I do not have to
utter my raspy
breath
a shudder of nerves
and tears
You squeeze my hand
and together

we slightly weep

First Love

We didn’t have to take our time
We could have rushed
                And met what came our way
Like so many other
                young lovers
Thrust together in heat and
                flawed judgements
We could have trusted the moon
                And ignored the dawn
                                warning of second thoughts
                                                in morning light
Instead, we spent the night time
                                laughing
playing games and ignoring
                suggestive feelings
It seemed unnatural
                this deprivation
                But a swollen promise

must never be forgotten

Lunch Time

I cut his food into tiny pieces.
Small enough to fit into his
Small and toothless mouth.
He smiles at me, with a look of
glum resignation. I know
he’s embarrassed by this
Common situation. All his friends
eat their meals in
Tiny bite sized chunks,
made small for them by
caring relatives and carers.
His shaky hand can’t quite control the fork.
He misses his mouth a little,
We ignore the gravy smear. He smiles
as a small defiant tear dribbles
down his cheek.

Our Walk By The Sea

You told of your childhood
and muttered dreaded secrets
kept away by
Good Manners and
complicated fears

The sea seemed soothing then
Although the harsh waves roared
and spat at our ankles
The wicked wind
Whipping away your
tearful whispers
I had to strain to hear
And strain to not
Some secrets should remain swept
away by sensible

oceans

If the World was Made of Chocolate

If the world was made of chocolate
I would eat the world right up,
If the rivers flowed with Fanta
I would take a great big cup,
If the sun was golden syrup,
And the moon a moony pie,
I would gobble up the sun,
And I’d give the moon a try,
If the trees were made of toffee,
And the leaves were Brighton rock,
I would eat the leaves for breakfast,
And I’d guzzle toffee block,
Then I’d eat the cherry flowers,
And I’d lick the lolly plants,
I would suck up strawberry worms,
And I’d nibble raspberry ants,
I would roll around in butter,
I would eat the poppy jam,
And the daisies made of cream,
And the candy beaver dam,
If the world was made of chocolate,
I would eat up the whole lot,
And then I’d have no place to live,

So I’m sort of glad it’s not.

Jumping

Jumping, jumping, jumping socks,
Jumping feet,
Jumping lots.

Jumping, Jumping, Jumping shoes,
Jumping feet,
Jump in twos.

Jumping full of jumping beans,
Jumping is,
As jumping seems.

Jumping heads and hands and knees,
You may jump,
Just as you please.

Jumping elbows, necks and toes,
Jumping ears,
Jumping nose.

Jumping ringlets, jumping curls,
Jumping boys,
And jumping girls.

Jumping up into the air,
You may jump

If you dare!